Me and my selfish self.
I know I’m kinda emotional. Actually, too emotional and sensitive. These days, I have been very depressed due to recent activities I wasn’t able to attend to. Well don’t get me wrong. I’m really happy and proud of everyone. But I’m being overly sensitive to the fact that I am depressed that not everyone will be there on my turn. that we won’t be together. But it seems that it is okay to them that I’m not around, not with them in their finest moments. Oh yes, it is possible that they don’t want to hurt me seeing everyone and not being one of them, but the courtesy of at least making me feel that I’m still welcome is what I would want to feel. Or am I asking too much? Maybe I am. This is their turn. and so I should strengthen my feelings on being happy and proud of everyone instead of being so selfish thinking only of myself and my emotions. In time, I know He will help me to accept this, move on, and then focus on great opportunities I can grab and achieve. I know I can. He is with me. :)
